its such a relief that the bio's test is like..
over!
HOOORAY!
finally i can get all that carbo fats shit outta my head.




today during math,
which was like the first period.
mdm lenny gave us some question to try out.
but like..i was busy tryna memorise bio.
and i FORGOT to bring my math tb.
so its not like i could do the question.
then suddenly,
mdm lenny came.
and she like plonked a chair down in between me and danielle.
and i was like
omg omg omg.
i knew i was gonna get into deep shit lah.
not only did i not bring the tb, i didnt do the hw assigned to us either.



its so suay to sit beside danielle!
cos mdm lenny will always come and coach her during math lessons.
and im SO unfortunate to like sit beside her.
kanasai.
ya so anyway,
then she was like teaching dan on the area formula thingochi.
and i was like so scared i kept staring at my table okay.
then suddenly she turned towards me and she was like
'where's your math tb?'
and i was like
'errr. i think its at home'
and she just LOOKED at me for a while,
then she just handed me her own math tb.
(which was in terrible condition btw)
and i was like SO DAMN RELIEVED OKAY!
i thought i was like gonna be asked to stand outside or sth.
and she just like,
sorta nagged at me about the hw?
not scold. just nag.
weird lady




after a while,
she was like just looking at my table.
at first i thought she was like looking at my question or sth.
then right, she went like
'did you write this?'
and points to the Unbelievable lyrics by Craig David on my table.
and i was like
'(SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT) errrr...'



and before i could say anything else,
she was like
'aiyoo. cant you find another place to write all this things? like a book or sth.
tsk tsk. terrible lah you all nowadays'
and i just gave a nervous small laughter.
i mean like,
what was i suppose to say right?!
so yeah.
luckily she didnt see the rest.
phew.




and after class,
she called me aside again.
so we were standing outside the 3e1 staircase area.
and she asked me,
mdm lenny: natasha. is there something bothering you?
me: errr..no.
mdm lenny: are you sure? then why are you so drifted and lost in class?
me: err..im not?
mdm lenny: from the last time i spoke to you, you dun seem to be changing in terms of your behaviour during my lessons.
me: but im not drifted! i pay attention.
mdm lenny: what have you been thinking about all this while?
me: (woah like im suppose to tell her?) erm nothing actually.
mdm lenny: are you very sure?
me: yaaa. maybe its just cos there's a bio test later and im quite scared for it.
mdm lenny: make sure ah. if there's anything wrong you're free to consult me.
me: err okaaay.



and she walks off.





then i went back to class to complain to danielle.
and she was like
'actually honestly speaking i think you look quite drifted too'



why)=




recess was fun.
at least that cheered me up abit from the bio ca.
ugrh.



the rest of the day just flew by like..
that.




after school,
the dancers went for our lunchdate(=
we had a great time,
at least it took my mind off some things.




THIS NATASHA AH.



yesterday after sch,
i saw the 3e7 people in the canteen.
they were heading for their learning styles workshop.
then i saw nat and i went up to her and said:



me: nat are you going for the learning styles workshop?
nat: huh are we going to denise's house?



-_-



and todaye again!
we were talking about fries or sth.
and dana was like
dana: ya its too many!
nat: so many?



haha what the.



AND.
when we were leaving school just now,
jamie was like
jamie: omg okay okay! lets walk faster! QUICK!



cos of some. ahem. reasons. lol.



so we were like all hurrying lah.
then azrina was like telling nat
'faster walk lah!'
cos yeah, nat walks REAL slow man.
then nat said this
nat: why must walk faster?
azrina: just walk faster lah!
nat: but why? why cannot walk slower?
azrina: cos we wanna walk faster!
nat: why you wanna walk faster?
azrina: can you just walk faster?! cos jamie wants to lah!
nat: why jamie wants to walk faster? why she dun want to walk slower?
azrina: YOU ASK HER LAH!




hahahaha.
tsk tsk. SO MANY QUESTIONS NAT!
and she's so random!
oh my goodness. lol.
even jasmine said she seems funny just by looking at her.



we went to the macs opposite parkway.
got stuck there cos of the rain.
had confessions talk with the dancers
made a whole big round just to get to the bus stop.
went to tampines mall.
had bubble tea.
looked for dian's thingochi.
but didnt find it)=
bought this cute small slippers from fila.
left/ right: me/ jamie



potato!<3



TWICE i looked today.
TWICE nothing happened.




why are you doing this.



what happened.



am i suppose to be left guessing?




it hurts so much.
it. hurts. you. know.



and the best part is
you're not even there.



you dun know how much i'll do
how much i'll sacrifice
what i'll give
to just.
talk to you.
for a decent 5 minutes.



that'll never happen.




dont bother replying.





i'll be there for you
when you need somebody
i'll be there for you
when you want someone who cares
when you're down and feeling blue
i'll be there..
i'll be there for you
when you call me, i'll be there
na na na na na na na na na.

the family portrait.
mum:eunice ho
dad: syazana yahya
threee girls: charmaine foo
natasha arvind
valencia anne lim

take that picture with me will you?*